Waiting To Die letra

I won't sleep tonight,no
Insomnia keeps me up all night
And reminds me of my failures
I'm starting to believe it this time
It's going to be my last day alive

I don't laugh,I don't go out
I'm here trying not to mourn
But it's the only thing I long for

I'm a loser
Maybe they're right
I don't deserve to be alive
So here I am waiting to die
Not for them but for me
Cause this is the way I was meant to be

And after this night
I'll continue my silly life
I have everything I want
But all I do is crawl
I'm not lazy I'm just depressed
And it feels like climbing a mountain
Even to make one step

I'm a loser
Maybe they're right
I don't deserve to be alive
So here I am waiting to die
Not for them but for me
Cause this is the way I was meant to be

I stopped talking
Cause everyone finds me annoying
And everyone hates me so bad
But I guess I'll win even to that
I hate myself way more
I'm my biggest hater of all
And I really wish me the worst
I'm not well and I don't need to hide it
I wish to die I won't deny it
Waiting to die

Marilia Adamaki - Letras

• Anxiety
• Approval
• Beware
• Bullies
• Buried
• Can’t Control My Thoughts
• Confess
• Depression
• Education
• Everything Black
• Existential Concerns
• Feint
• Frightening
• Greatest Ability
• Harm
• Hate My Birthday
• Haters Are Hidden Fans
• Hypocrisy
• I Know Who You Are
• I Want To Leave
• Ignore My Existence
• In This Labyrinth
• Jealous
• Leave Me Alone
• Lies Will Be Discovered
• Life's a Thriller
• Little Unwanted Freak
• Lost In My Dark World
• Mood
• Nightmare
• Nothing's Going To Change
• Obliged
• Peculiar
• Refuse To Get Up
• Remorse
• Repeatedly
• Reveal
• Sincere
• Smarmy World
• So Unfair
• Solitude Is The Cost
• Still Hoping For Nothing
• Stop Copying Me
• Thanks For Making Me Cry
• The Feeling Is Mutual
• The Problem Is Still Going On
• Truth
• Unfortunately
• Unknown Black Future
• Upset
• Waiting To Die
• Weep
• Wish You Were Like Me
• You Lost
• You're Only Embarrassing Yourself